Comfortably Numb

Comfortably Numb

Now that we are deemed healthy our time is split between the brothel / club (meat market), private parties either at the villa or a hotel and being a Call girl.


The expected minimum is 7 per day (there is no maximum) and we work 7 days a week.

On call

Working as a call girl or private party hostess are the better options as the clients tend to be better (not always) as is the money. However you're less sure of reaching the daily minimum, so usually we only do that once we have already done at least 5 in the brothel first.

M in a hotel

Hotel private party

Facials are popular with many Johns

Life continues at the Meat Market

The meat market is a Johns paradise, they can go to the main bar or lounge to meet girls, or choose off the menu and go to their room.

Groups of Johns usually like one of the private entertainment rooms ( similar to the KTV), where they can party as a group with a group of girls. Again they can choose the girls from the menu or the lounge.

The group thing is very popular as each guy can get to party with all the girls present.

They say you can get used to anything, survival is a basic instinct I guess.

Survival is our goal and pain reduction is another.The day starts at lunch time and usually ends around 4 to 6 am. By the time we arrive some of the girls are already drinking heavily (it's their breakfast). 

Alcohol is one of the crutches used by most of the girls (me included) the second is drugs.

The minders are more than happy to provide both in abundance as it makes for compliant and easy to control girls.

Drunk show

Of course a lot of the Johns like to see us drunk and "partying" it makes the time more fun for them and for some they probably even believe we really are having fun.
Now don't get me wrong being a prostitute can be fun but the circumstances need to right and here they're not. 

Undressing for a John

The other crutch is drugs, most (probably all) of us are on painkillers for the obvious reasons, many are on much stronger drugs, their purpose to numb the brain and body.

Chinese whore - high

Drinking in one of the bars/rooms

So most days we are drunk and or stoned, it helps us through the day.

Cici in particular is using a lot and looks like a Zombie half the time. We have to force her to eat, shower etc we are doing our best to look after her.

The sex part has become routine, we just let them do whatever they want to our bodies and we do with them whatever they ask.

Group sex in a room

Johns tag teaming

Sucking a cock in the bar

Bukkake

Other Johns like the privacy of 1:2 or more so they will go to a room with their chosen girl or girls.

Too numb to care

John having his fun

Stoned fucking

M after a group had finished with her

As practically none will use condoms and there's no lube, we just leave their cum in us as lube for the next one. I must admit it was an odd feeling to have Mens semen inside my vagina all day every day, but you get used to it.

Sperm is the lube

More sperm

I'm not sure how long we can tolerate this, or even survive it. But we have each other, which is more than most of the girls do and we have our desire and plan to escape this.

I look a mess

Being naked publicly was a fetish once, now its just work, I can sit in a bar naked my pussy exposed, smoking and drinking and think nothing of it.
I will sit chatting or whatever while men finger me, open my labia, discuss my pussy and body and I'm oblivious to it, life is numb.
Writing this blog and my photography is an odd therapy for me in a way, but it helps keep me focused and that's important.

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2011